OMGGG stupid shit head piece of crap face!!! OK I was supposed to get a book for my CPT and it was supposed to be a biography..Well its easier if its a biography.. And yea I went to the library today (and got a library card yaaay!) to go get a bio. When i get there they have like the crappiest selection of book like ughhh. So I had to settle for a Keanu Reeves biography. I got my lirary card and went home. When I got home i started to read the book... Its not a fucking biography.. its a stupid like, filmography thing BLAH.. not such a big deal but its SO much easier if its a biography..

Now I gotta read this big piece of shit blahhhhhh. why must there be an engish course??!?!? Ohhh wells.. Now I'm bored out of my mind eating papaya and Tic Tacs. I realized something today. In english we are reading "Catcher in the Rye". In the book, Holden talks about funerals, and how all the "phonies" come to your funeral pretending to be your friend and all. He says "Why do they come after you're dead? Shouldn't they have been there when you were alive?"

That made me think. How good of a friend am I? I have this mentality that I'm a pretty good friend and person and all, but am I really? Yea, sure people say that I'm there for them... When I am actually there... But when you are ok and all, it seems that i fall out of your life. I only relize that Ive left you when i see it on facebook or msn or whatever. After reaing that line in the book i feel like a shit head even more. Like I knew that i did this before but i never heard anyone explain it like Holden did. I don't know what to do now. I guess I'm gonna try to be a better friend and see what happens. I am truly sorry if i caused any of you this feeling of "Wtf?(whered you go?)-ness". I love you all and I hope you all know that.
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